Stand
I stood
where all things feared
were served with the promise
of this perpetual.
I stood
at half-mast,
my energy so recently
abundant, now draining, and
my hopes, mummified, soon
to be buried.
I stood and saw what I saw,
but it made no difference.
The light was inferior to this calamity.
Declarations came and went without execution.
I stood and said I would not go back,
but I did. I let the fruit spoil,
my own humanity overcome
with a ripe mix
of rage and despair.
I stood on a steep slope,
looking for
a soft grassy landing
or a way to stand
with equilibrium.
Copyright © 2022 by Allison Grayhurst
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First published in “New Mystics” July 2022
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