The light that fell in the fish’s

mouth was a light that came loose

from the predator’s paw.

And a thousand moons have died

like the blue whale and the harp.

Since then I have been surrounded

by a dryness that killed my ferns and the

tender, drooping lily. In summer, the

ghost is the future and the bride is

the first one sleeping. I called in my skin

to the humming river. I wanted my darkness

to dance and faith to run through me like

the smell of peppermint leaves.

This was the thing asked for. This was the thing

received. Grace nestled between the joints

of two extremes, and lucky was my drink.

I believe in you – the fire is your smile,

and the soft infant underfoot is your heart and seed.

I have felt a flicker of your shape in a Spanish sunset

and in my father’s last goodbye.

Sometimes I am a skeleton, other times, only flesh.

But today I remember the bounty

of all my journeys, and I love you. I am amazed.



Copyright © 2000 by Allison Grayhurst



First published in “Poppy Road Review”, April 2013


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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.



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