Seed of Living

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Seed of Living

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Mostly possibilities

return a million times

over: the chance

in every life cycle

to escape

patterned destinations.

 

I could tear my breath

in half attempting

a different rhythm.

I could be burning, bloated

on mistakes and bad beginnings.

 

Nightmares flail across the void,

sinking through

unimaginable universes.

Then tomorrow, the television,

the zodiac spin, anger at circumstances.

It is the condition that makes sway

dandelion leaves, breaks

the stem of the sunflower.

 

As dusk denies every pent-up demand.

As morning cleanses every hard-held need

obsolete.

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© 1992 by Allison Grayhurst

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First published in “Medusa’s Kitchen” October 2018

http://medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/2018/10/even-though.html

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Face to Face

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Face to Face

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            We rise to deliver

our final wounds.

 

            I hang from an inward thread,

frayed by storm. You

sit in your chair, plastered

with brittle privacy.

            Neither of us moves to warm the air.

The floor between turns to quicksand

with a thick layer of hovering mosquitoes above.

Anger with a voice too tight to speak

takes the form of ant-like apparitions, covering

our four-corned walls.

 

            It will be done. We will be bone

and nothing else when this is through.

It will not matter,

the scent of our first or final kiss

            for the proud demon-martyrs

embracing our ribs,

taking seat on our laps

have all but swallowed us whole,

conquered.    

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© 1992 by Allison Grayhurst

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First published in “Medusa’s Kitchen” October 2018

http://medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/2018/10/even-though.html

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You can listen to the poem by clicking below:

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Even Though

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Even Though

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Even attempting to climb the perilous cliff,

I am not afraid of falling.

The sensual rhythms of this lonely morning

devour me, reconciled

to my private chamber, suspended.

 

Far under the cliff, the gulls

are united with the ocean, as that

deep blue speckled-white

beckons me to its bed.

 

Wolves and warriors are rooted to the hunt.

I am rooted to this risk, edge-clinging,

fated to ultimately rest

in the body of a miracle.

 

There are miles below and miles above,

awakening sounds of insects burrowing,

of swallows nest-emerging –

a holy vapour all around that fills

the void with necessity.

 

© 1992 by Allison Grayhurst

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Published in “Madness Muse Press” November 2018

https://madnessmusepress.com/2018/11/08/two-poems-by-allison-grayhurst/

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Published in “Medusa’s Kitchen”, October 2018

http://medusaskitchen.blogspot.com/2018/10/even-though.html

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You can listen to the poem by clicking below:

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