In time the journey

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In time the journey

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will display

so many uncertainties, it will be

simply a matter of giving up,

like a sparrow gives in to a strong wind

or a dog to his master’s run.

It will be a ride with no known direction,

no certainty but God and death and God again.

Through hospital wards where children lie

with expectant eyes but cannot move,

there is the nothingness of an unplanned tomorrow, there is

the atmosphere of extreme focus, focused on just holding on.

If it be hard and sudden, or a slow painful release,

death will wrap us in its reptile skin, nurture us

like a foreign enemy just realizing our colossal significance.

Death will be holy and we will recognize it

for the first and only time,

in an instant, understand its language –

bending ourselves completely

into the folds of its natural embrace.

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Copyright © 2008 by Allison Grayhurst

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First published in “New Mystics” April 2015New Mystics 1 New Mystics 2 New Mystics 3 New Mystics 4 New Mystics 6 New Mystis In time the journey

 

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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.

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Reviews of ‘The Many Lights of Eden’:

“’The Many Lights of Eden’ is a journey: a journey of the heart through youth, anguish, struggle, spiritual awakening, grief, death, love, loss, guilt, struggle, despair, hope, surrender, God, sensuality, imperfection, motherhood, aging, the vanquishing of the devil, indeed, many devils, the inevitable fall from perfection and the casting off of old wineskins for a new one. Perhaps speaking of this book as a chronicle of spiritual maturing would be more accurate, the realization that there is spirituality within imperfection and that handmade temples cannot hope to compete with the spiritual temples within each of us. ‘The Many Lights of Eden’ is a diamond. It is a beautiful collection of insights. Allison Grayhurst’s thoughts and writings are a deep well. Drink from it, for the water is clear and crisp. This collection is a MUST-READ,” Eric M. Vogt, author of Letters to Lara and Paths and Pools to Ponder. 

 “I have been slow at responding to reviews for Allison Grayhurst due to summer’s busy days, however she brings life to each poem, heart to the images and everyone should have a collection of Grayhurst Poetry,” Ann Johnson-Murphree, poet.

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Bloodsuckerdeath

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BloodsuckerDeath

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Embracing the bloodsucker

in naked sand, in the element

of rain and stormy skies.

Loving the bloodsucker for a moment

and then living within its inevitable stride.

A year of midnight, a cocoon to peer through,

but still the air is not my own.

Sleeping beside its warm and ruthless tummy,

who knows what the shadow beholds – the scythe,

the splitting apart, the lungs that find no breath.

I cared for your children,

I wrapped them like a necklace around my throat and

they taught me the infinite expressions of grief.

I was once a lake. I am now a dried-up pond.

The sweat is the seed, is the missing piece

that gives grace to every smile. Hunt me

no more, reveal to me the final plateau.

Loss and beautiful corpses, and still beyond

November’s soil, you have revealed the ways

of indestructible love. For that I am grateful.

For love not you is absolute. This milestone you have given

has become my ship – now leave me to flow away

from the weight of this mourning.

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Copyright © 2000 by Allison Grayhurst

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Published in “The Stray Branch Fall/Winter 2016” October 2016

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First published in “Novelmasters” April 2015Novelmasters 1 Novelmasters 3

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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.

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I still think of you

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I still think of you

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in the morning,

when the winds play across telephone wires

and winter’s trees.

I carry your face before me

like a sacred chalice, or a goal I cannot reach.

There are things that have changed me,

but the loss of you has split me wide like

never before. I see colours differently. I touch

icicles and give up all other truths. I believe

you are still protecting me, and then I am lost

in the greyness of the sky. Your love is torn

from my side. And now I am altered, I am

adjusted. I am a scorpion walking the desert

sands. I am a gazelle near the waterhole. One day

I am free, then the pain returns like cancer.

I am carrying a child. I am your child

who wishes you could share this journey. But

death has taken your hand. And somehow I know,

darkness is not all.

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Copyright © 2000 by Allison Grayhurst

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Published in “The Stray Branch Fall/Winter 2016” October 2016

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First published in “Novelmasters” April 2015Novelmasters 1 Novelmasters 3

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http://www.novelmasters.org/five-poems-allison-greyhurst-i-still-think-of-you/

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You can listen to the poem by clicking below:

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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.

 

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