After twelve

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After twelve

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affirming years,

your head is raised toward adulthood.

After twelve like the zodiac sphere,

they came to snatch your heart

into a barren day, where conformity

would dry the void in your stomach

and the radio would be enough to hang your

curiosity upon. But you, like a starfish,

swam slowly out of childhood – kindness intact,

individuality still pressing through your bones.

You would not tip the turtle on its side,

would cry for the crushed ant, for children

in pain you never saw. You kept the truth

you had when you were one, kept a depth and wonder

that refused to be buried.

After twelve affirming years,

the night still beats

softly for you.


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Copyright © 1998 by Allison Grayhurst

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First published in “The Bitchin’ Kitsch, Volume 5, Issue 7″

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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.

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Review of The Longing To Be: 

“The contents of Allison Grayhurst’s book The Longing To Be are both personal and universal and are described in such thematic and golden terms that one can see that a lot of thought has gone into each line. The poems are written mostly in free verse throughout, with both rhythm and soul weaved into them. For some poems, the layout seems experimental, and there is definitely a playfulness in the way that the words and verses fall onto the page. Others do conform to a “norm”, whatever that is. All are dramatic and thoughtful. These are layered poems with new horizons presented to the reader in every re-read. The effect is to keep things fresh with poems that constantly surprise in spite, and because of, the number of times being read. I thoroughly recommend The Longing To Be as a poetry book to study carefully and cherish far into the future,” poet Brian Shirra.

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2 responses to “After twelve

  1. Wow! Beauty on wheels is this poem about entering adolescence. Sheer beauty, along with her breath-taking way of capturing the interiority of things that is Grayhurst’s signature style.

    “they came to snatch your heart
    into a barren day, where conformity
    would dry the void in your stomach
    and the radio would be enough to hang your
    curiosity upon.”

    “But you, like a starfish,
    swam slowly out of childhood – kindness intact,
    individuality still pressing through your bones.”

    “You kept the truth
    you had when you were one, kept a depth and wonder
    that refused to be buried.
    After twelve affirming years,
    the night still beats
    softly for you.”

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