like the guilt on breath
that shows itself as anger, with spite
and immaturity – shows itself as heartless
as one who refuses hard responsibility.
Hopes impaled, left like a twitching
insect not even recognizable as the once
beautiful creature it was.
Far away, I will run, but this world is made up
of so much pain and hardness. Where are the soft people,
souls willing to sacrifice their own blood for
a taste of true togetherness? Where are the warriors
eating out of paper bowls, not afraid of the messy
forward or the ego-erupting aftermath?
Dead: heroes with crossbows and days of answered
prayers: dead. Help is an old woman without a cane.
The light that holds me is losing its thunder.
Where is the light that holds me?
Copyright © 2010 by Allison Grayhurst
First published in “Ygdrasil – A Journal of the Poetic Arts, VOL XXIII, Issue 4
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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.
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“This, (Pushing Through the Jelly Fire) is my second favorite book of poetry by Allison Grayhurst. I have it in paperback. I read a lot of poetry across a lot of blogs but Grayhurst’s work stands above the crowd and is of tremendous quality. I highly recommend this and The River is Blind. Her quality of writing is of a high standard and never ceases to lift my spirits as I turn pages in paperback or kindle,” Bruce Ruston, poet, photographer, founding editor of The Poetry Jar.
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