I am a definition
with many loop-holes
octopus arm holes,
and then some.
I speak of a pavilion
where my ancestors bred
and murder was released –
an option, like a second chance,
murder as affirmation.
I was a definition,
sharp and solid, marvelous as
a thunderstorm – rage, ripple into a cave
into base-neck movement,
simple one-focus activity.
I lack a definition
under banners, barely audible
excuses to not take up the sword,
battle the lies told
as traditional fables.
I swing from pillar to post
navigating ceiling heights
and floor splinters when I land
niching out obedience
a changeling definition.
Copyright © 2015 by Allison Grayhurst
Published in “Scarlet Leaf Review” April 2016
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