In fear I look at the sun

though comforted in my core

by the same bright substance.

In fear I know myself nothing,

unworthy of grace, blending

like the rest into infinite shades

of non-committal grey.

But then peace is found unlike the peace

told about in books, peace buried

deep beneath the piranhas and mirrors,

buried where all the horrors of self-inadequacy

must be walked through to reach its dispelling breath.

In fear my barriers are built like rooms to enter

to stop me from finding the open door that beckons me,

that says to me – lay down your guilt and defenses,

                let self-forgiveness wash you,

                and hold your enemies in open, strong arms.   



Copyright © 2002 by Allison Grayhurst



First published in “Medusa’s Kitchen” May 2017


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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.




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