Visceral

Visceral

 

 

The voice breaks down

into tiny fragments, each

filled with a unique harmony,

some clash in reckless bawls,

others fill with a steady fever.

 

The voice collects itself, gains frenzy

like a stallion no one could tame or mount.

The voice claims death, as even in death

it will not be defeated or subdued,

but will grow like waves in a storm, crash

and come back, rising, swallowing the shore

as it wakes.

 

The voice is a raging giant wanting fleshy dream,

rejecting limitations, leadership

from a reasoning baritone.

 

The voice outweighs imprisonment,

carnivorous oppression and the sighs

of consuming cancer.

 

The voice is tall

for its years.

The fabric it wears

is from the entrails of fate,

from the sinews of predictive design.

It has no cause and effect,

as it shouts out its riddle, its savage roar.

 

You can’t confront it and win.

You can’t pollute it with existential doubts.

 

It grips the universal jugular

with its teeth and claws,

digs in, utterly enjoying

the bloodied feast.

 

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First published in “Across The Margin” July 2022

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I hope

I hope

 

 

Then they took what

was mine to keep

and I tossed like a broken-winged bird

trying to gain elevation.

I am in the land of bright and golden limbo

and I am listening.

Is it courage I need or a miracle

that will arrive like a true and lasting foundation?

I am hoping to pass through these

narrow corridors once and for all,

significant, conquering, not forsaken.

I am hoping for a buffer zone, for a hand

to help and make my climb out that much easier.

I hope to say thank you,

all traces of decay are gone,

to build something beautiful

not side-by-side an equally growing intolerable loss.

I hope to gather myself, seal all the holes,

see what it will feel like to lose

my rage, my despair, exiled

no more.

 

 

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First published in “Academy of the Heart and Mind” July 2022

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Calling Again

Calling Again

 

 

My clothes are loose

my mind is out of the shadows,

stern in its unwavering demands.

God is my one protector

from disaster and from

unhealthy bonds.

I will keep my faith as each day

draws me close to the gaping maw

quaking darkness that I know will consume

my strength and my peace.

I will hold faith each step I get closer,

trust in my rescue, blind as I am, wobbly

and languishing. I will have faith and grow myself

a brightness that will flash and flood the

tangled thorns, blast through doubt and time

and impossibility. I will trust in my saviour, the

One who sent him, merge with him and play

the tambourine in joyful abandon.

I will find my feet lifted from this path

until I see this path below

and then never again.

 

Grace fills the air like the scent of incense burning.

Grace is revealed as the only door

out and into a good life.

I will keep faith, have my yoke lightened,

fueled by a journey of less dread, more

alignment, sacred dependency.

 

 

 

Copyright © 2022 by Allison Grayhurst

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Published in “Creation and Criticism” December 2023

http://www.creationandcriticism.com/cure-and-other-poems-by-allison-grayhurst.html

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First published in “Academy of the Heart and Mind” July 2022

https://academyoftheheartandmind.wordpress.com/2022/07/17/choice-and-other-poems/

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