Resolved

            Forgetful, in exile,

in the fires of failure,

honouring suffering

like a story told in form,

a totem-working of visual permanence.

            I bore my marriage

to the joyous wilderness in one hand,

and sacrilegious duty

in the other.

            Today, I join these hands

to create stability, sanctuary,

creativity touching ground and discipline.

I burn the dead wood, releasing

my prisoner-identity and climb out of

the fishnet into deep fulfillment like

into a valley with a lake and untamed

foliage all around.

            The pull and tug of two lives is gone,

tension internalized as useful energy,

as something to be incorporated, harnessed,

the generator of a mature dream – a dream

with no division, bound,

and happy to be bound.

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First published in “Atunis Galaxy Poetry and anthology” March 2021, August 2021

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Onward

Becoming passes into being,

and heightened intensity

is restored – every moment,

alert and bearing anxiety

for the reasonable necessity it is,

in this time, this coming year

of upheaval and uncertainty.

            No joy will ever exceed the joy

            found when the light restored in your eyes,

            and your arms embraced mine from the

            hospital bed where you lay in a blue cloak

            with tubes and needles, and your mind, finally aware,

            your heart, at once fragile with shock and fear,

            but vital, perpetual in its outpouring love.

            Beautiful son, 18, eclipsing every ideal

            with your innate wisdom, compassion and energy,

            leaping in youthful courageous commitment, tough

            where you need to be, strong and accomplished, kind

            like the sun is kind by rising, and the hawk

            as it flies overhead calling, driving home the mystery

            and the majesty of the dream.

Copyright © 2021 by Allison Grayhurst

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First published in “Atunis Galaxy Poetry and anthology” March 2021, August 2021

https://atunispoetry.com/2021/03/19/allison-grayhurst-canada/

https://atunispoetry.com/2021/03/

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Published in “Synchronized Chaos” April 2021

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http://synchchaos.com/poetry-from-allison-grayhurst-12/

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