As Mad As Mine


As Mad As Mine


Grief is cold as the world

without a wish, riding

the waking land.

I saw the hounds trace my footsteps.

I believed in an everafter,

and the shore was my mansion to fight for.

I drove from the river onward,

looking for a season to change me.

The miracle, the terror before the miracle,

is the salty flavour of my blood.

Sudden love stinging the throat. Sudden

happiness to renew the cage of day-to-day drudgery.

I cry like a seal who has lost her pup to the killer whale.

Tomorrow is not a void

but a temple of what is held sacred today.

Everytime I answer, I lose.

But when I am holding my breath,

caressing the slit throat of all my hopes,

then and there my eyes and ears

have learned the voice of

golden heaven.



Copyright © 2002 by Allison Grayhurst




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First published in “The Muse (An International Journal of Poetry)”, 2013

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Published in “Creative Talents Unleashed” website, February 2018

As Mad As Mine – Author Allison Grayhurst


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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.



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