In Spite of Vows


In Spite of Vows


Desire mends

the wax-faced age

of calm acceptance.

It is for her a child

belonging to bravery, hearing

clouds collide and command.

It is for her, a hand

regaining touch, a kitten

retrieved from the cold

or something underwater

finding gills to breathe.

It mends the crack in the

pavement. It is so long

coming, unavoidable

as the moan of taunted bees.

It is hers – strong ribbed, flushed,

eager to release whatever prevents

its satisfaction from being blessed

and openly achieved.



Copyright © 1998 by Allison Grayhurst



First published in “Wheel Magazine”, 1995



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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.


Review of The Longing To Be: 

“The contents of Allison Grayhurst’s book The Longing To Be are both personal and universal and are described in such thematic and golden terms that one can see that a lot of thought has gone into each line. The poems are written mostly in free verse throughout, with both rhythm and soul weaved into them. For some poems, the layout seems experimental, and there is definitely a playfulness in the way that the words and verses fall onto the page. Others do conform to a “norm”, whatever that is. All are dramatic and thoughtful. These are layered poems with new horizons presented to the reader in every re-read. The effect is to keep things fresh with poems that constantly surprise in spite, and because of, the number of times being read. I thoroughly recommend The Longing To Be as a poetry book to study carefully and cherish far into the future,” poet Brian Shirra.



One response to “In Spite of Vows

  1. A poem of triumph! Sparkling, sizzling with irrepressible life. A tribute to the power of the life force beyond that which would take it down.

    “It is hers – strong ribbed, flushed,
    eager to release whatever prevents
    its satisfaction from being blessed
    and openly achieved.”


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