in the vast cave where

the entrances and exits were lost long ago,

where the only smell is stale bat dung

and fungus is carpeting (hanging loosely from) the ceiling.

Home is not a place I can find outside

this enclosure. It calls to me – a vision

that falls in my lap

like a tangerine, that slips into oblivion before

I take a second bite.

There are only apparitions here. Apparitions that haunt me

but have no idea of my name.

Apparitions that sit beside me on the carpet, have

conversations then fade into meaningless fluff.

Happy at first I was to meet them, with their pretty pictures

and well-rehearsed spiritual words.

Happy I was to love them like a firefly in this dark kennel.

But my birthday came and went without much fanfare.

And I am waiting still for the darkness to end.



Copyright © 2010 by Allison Grayhurst



First published in “The Miscreant” February 2017

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“Allison Grayhurst intertwines a potent spirituality throughout her work so that each poem is not simply a statement or observation, but a revelation that demands the reader’s personal involvement. Grayhurst’s poetic genius is profound and evident. Her voice is uniquely authentic, undeniable in its dignified vulnerability as it is in its significance,” Kyp Harness, singer/songwriter, author.

“Allison Grayhurst’s poems are like cathedrals witnessing and articulating in unflinching graphic detail the gritty angst and grief of life, while taking it to rare clarity, calm and comfort. Grayhurst’s work is haunting, majestic and cleansing, often leaving one breathless in the wake of its intelligence, hope, faith and love amidst the muck of life. Many of Allison Grayhurst’s poems are simply masterpieces. Grayhurst’s poetry is a lighthouse of intelligent honour… indeed, intelligence rips through her work like white water,” Taylor Jane Green, Registered Spiritual Psychotherapist and author.



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